How do I feel? Well the cigarette after it was more of a cigar and several large wines. I won the Spitfire Everything bundle!
(The 'Gift On' items are already dealt with before anyone asks).
In all seriousness, am still in a state of shock. As the draw was being made I was bemoaning to myself how I never ever win in such events. When it came to the final ticket I decided to force myself to expect to win, a sort of joke within my own mind as to the "power of positive thinking". Christian had already said "green", "one", "eight"... before I even realised what was happening. When the last number came out, after an involuntary yelp of delight, I literally froze for about 10 minutes not knowing what to do.
I walked into the lounge and my wife said jokingly "did you win anything then...?"
All I can say is I already have a title for my first composition; "Green 182"